in London, I
was playing with my nephew and talking to him about nursery rhymes:
Twinkle Little Star and Baa Baa Black Sheep are actually the same song with
now- same melody, different words. See…? I was right, wasn’t I?]
different- because they’re bastards!”
like you talking like that around Nathan!!”
[Me]- “but it’s the truth! It’s false
advertising! He’s almost 2, now! He’ll have to learn at some point!”
the harsh realities of life with her son. But for some reason, 2 years on, he
can find Gangnam Style on YouTube and dance along to “Heeeeey, sexy lady”
without any objection.
My trip to London last month was one of the shorter
ones, but I think I managed to get around to see most people despite being
unwell for some of the time. I think that was actually a blessing in disguise, as it
forced me to actually rest for most of the time, instead of hooning around the
way I normally do.
the airport, and my siblings joined me there the day after. They’re as crazy as
I am, and it’s awesome when we’re all together. It was nice to see mum and dad,
your mind about going to church, haven’t you…?”
FRIENDS ARE MARRIED WITH CHILDREN!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??!!?? DO YOU
THINK THEY’RE ALL CRAZY??!!??”
London while he
was on holiday and caught up with a different person each night while just
resting during the day.
time was Nathans 4th birthday, which was on the last day. I partied
with him and his little friends, which was awesome, but the party reached a
peak when his dad put on Gangnam Style. I swear- the way his eyes lit up was a
complete transformation. He just went mental. I had to get out my phone and
record it. Here it is:
impressed with his rhythm and timing. He just went for it, and he genuinely
didn’t care what anyone thought. When I played it back to myself, I found
myself thinking “Hmmm….. he reminds me of someone….”.
him. That child-like abandon is such an incredible thing, and people can see it
in me when I dance to a song that I really like. It’s probably most evident in
my’ Getting Jiggy With It’ dance routine: when I was 19 (yes, 19) my sister was
starting to come to my friends parties and cramping my style, so I thought I’d
choreograph a dance routine so cheesy and embarrassing that she would never
want to be seen at a party with me ever again.
cheesiest dance moves arranged in increasing cheesiness.
I did it at Winstons 19th birthday party.
the hospital I’m in at the moment (Royal North Shore) is pretty intense. I went back and did a few
shifts at the smaller hospital I was at before, and was explaining a care plan
to one of the nurses. As I was doing so, out of the corner of my eye, I could
see one of the other nurses laughing at me.
been at North Shore” She said.
serious, formal environment. A lot of the time I don’t feel like I belong
there. I can feel that inner child suffocating. I’m not sure I’ll be there
You may know that I started guitar lessons
and writing songs halfway through last year. That’s been my only outlet since I
started studying for my exams, and you’ve heard 2 of the recordings I’ve done
on my laptop with my guitar teacher, but I’ve actually done 5. Here they are:
Be This Way
How You Make Me Feel
but they each have one. They’re all attached, if you’re interested.
I was put in touch with a music producer,
Sean Carey, who used to be lead guitarist in a prominent Australian band called
Thirsty Merc. I sent him the YouTube links above, and he sounded quite
interested. We met up and talked about my songs and what we would do with them
and how. We worked out it would take 4 full days to record all 5 songs. The
first day, Sean made some minor adjustments to the song structures to give the
music a bit more impact, and we recorded the main guitar parts. He sat me with
my guitar in front of the studio microphone and I looked at him like he was
crazy. “Um… I started guitar lessons 7 months ago…” I told him. “It’s your
album- you should be on it” he replied. I played as well as I could, and it
actually turned out OK. He added additional guitar parts on top, as well as the
thought much about drumming at all, other than the steady bass drum beat I put
in on my laptop. His name was Michael Quigley, and teaches drumming at the
Australian Institute of Music. He would listen to a song once, make some notes
and then smash out an amazing recording at the first attempt. I was just
astonished. I actually cried when we did the first song “Be This Way”. That was
when I truly felt it come to life.
far, with Seans guitaring and Michaels drumming, and thought- “Holy crap- my singing is going to be the worst thing about
this..!” We had a week until days 3 and 4, so I did more singing practice than
I had ever done before in that week.
I held my laptop up to him so that he could hear the string parts to the songs.
As he was listening, he was writing down the alphabetical names of each note,
and then just played the parts as if he’d been playing them for years. Again, I
and Sean did the remaining mixing and sound engineering.
I’m ecstatically happy with the EP. I almost can’t believe it’s me sometimes. I
almost cringe when I look at my laptop recordings in comparison, and thought
about taking them off YouTube, but then I thought “No- keep them. This is how
it started. If anyone doubts that these are your songs, you can point them to
the prototypes. This is your creation, and you should be proud.”.
this. In particular, for song number 5. It’s both our favourite:
my singing teacher, and she was over the moon. “You know what’s best about
this, Victor? You have something that’s truly yours. And not only that-
uniquely yours. You have all your ‘aha-aha’s and ‘hey, hey, hey’s and ‘mmm,
mmm, mmm’s and ‘I-I-I’s. It’s truly your own sound.
listening to it at least once a day. I’ve copied it and given it to about 30
people, most of whom love it, too. I think they genuinely mean it. Your friends
saying they like your music is like your mother telling you that you’re
handsome- they want you to feel good, but it’s not always an objective
statement. But with this, I can see that each song makes a genuine impact on
people who listen. I love it.
This (some of you will know why), and here’s the link:
could download it and/or share it with anyone you think might like it, whether
it be via your Facebook page or otherwise. I’d really like to get this out
Let’s face it- ethnic names don’t fly in mainstream entertainment. Elton Johns
real name is Reginald White: even a lot of standard western names don’t cut it
song, and will put them online, but be careful when you search- internet videos
featuring black guys named ‘Steele’ may yield some unexpected results…..
Thank you for reading and listening.